Wow I don’t even know how to say what Christ has been doing in me this week. He has showed me a lot of the lies that I have believed for a long time are completely stupid and so not true.

Monday night my team and I had a great time of prayer and worship that ended in some serious freedom for me. I was able to forgive people who have greatly hurt and spoke curses over me in the past. I was hard (I cried the hardest I ever had) and hurt but I know that it was well worth it. The Lord was getting into my heart and cleaning it out. He was getting all the junk out so that it could be completely filled with Him. I couldn’t stop thanking the Lord for all that he did. I was not the only one who was changed that night. I know that the spirit rained down on our apartment and made its dwelling my teammates. One couldn’t stop laughing. It was great. I felt so at peace when it was all over, something that I have never felt.

Wednesday after work my team and I our leader (Driver) and Caroline (She works with us in the office. She is amazing.) headed up to Unicoi to hang out with the world racers. When we got there we as a team we went for a walk and were able to see all the beauty that the Lord has made. The whole time He kept telling me that He made this but he also made me and is more in awe of me than all that I am in awe of. Which is crazy because there are some pretty awesome amazing things our there that make me speechless.

But to God I am at the top of that. Well we made our way back to the campsite where the World Racers were. They were in the middle of worship we joined in. One by one they were going up and laying things down at the feet of the Lord. It was a little overwhelming and intimidating but we worshiped with them. After they were done Driver pulled our team aside and told us the Lord wanted to work in us that night. That there was stuff he wanted us to lay down to him. My team is great. They are always up for anything. We had a great time of prayer, encouragement, prophesying, and all that other good stuff when Dad shows up. People were freed. Including me.

For once I felt I was able to be who Christ has me. It was good. What blessed me the most was that there were so many of our friends from the office there praying for us and encouraging us. It was a sweet time with the Lord.

This week the Lord has really showed me what he can do and how amazing he is. And because of that I want more of him. I want weeks like this all the time. And the thing that Driver and Kayla was telling us about the whole living in the spirit is it isn’t a roller coaster thing. Its more like going to the next level. So that is exciting. I love this and the Lord.